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Because of the limited viewpoint, even though Ningzi tried her best to peek inside, she could never see clearly what was happening inside the house.
She saw it, Ningzi saw it, she saw Aine reach out her hand.
"!!!"
Then came Xiangzi's series of actions.
Like a shy young girl, Xiangzi held Aine's hand in front of Toyokawa Ningko in an empty classroom.
You held hands, right?
Ningzi could only see the two people facing away from her, while Aine's back blocked most of the details.
But their actions were so intimate, it was as if they wanted to meld each other into one another.
As the light and shadows faded, the indoor lighting became blurry. Ningzi couldn't tell if it was because dark clouds had appeared outside or because...
"Am I dreaming?"
This must be a dream, right?
Ningzi carefully closed the door, and before finally letting go of the doorknob, she pulled it back with great force.
Because the door was already closed, the tug didn't make any noise, but it did make Ningzi's arm go numb.
I felt nothing, and I couldn't make a sound.
[It must be a dream.]
Yes, you're dreaming.
Ningzi, you're not dreaming, you're awake.
That's not it! This is just a dream.
The pain spread up her spine, and Ningzi tried to scratch it, but only felt a worse sensation.
It felt like bugs were crawling all over my body.
The feeling of discomfort represents reality.
Toyokawa Ningko collapsed to the ground, trying her best to stand up, but her legs were completely powerless.
"This isn't a dream, this really isn't a dream."
It was not a dream, nor could it be an illusion; it was not a fantasy, nor was it a misunderstanding.
It's a fact; what I saw is absolutely true.
Sister and Aine…
The two of them seem to be...
They're together now...
No wonder Aine went to great lengths to befriend me; she was just looking for an opportunity to get to know my older sister…
No wonder my sister has been so absent-minded these past few days; it turns out she's seeing someone else...
Toyokawa Ningko looked at the floor-to-ceiling window beside her.
My own eyes shone so brightly in the window…
It was a completely pure amber color…
Purely, and somewhat terrifying.
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Chapter 125. They're back! Am I crazy?! They're all back!
Nowadays.
Xiangzi and Aiyin got together.
It could also have been yesterday.
Ningzi didn't know.
"It must be a misunderstanding."
Toyokawa Ningko looked up at the ceiling, where two dead spiders were tangled in their webs.
Deserve it.
Is it a misunderstanding?
Since Xiangzi lived with her every day, Ningzi would definitely notice anything unusual immediately.
Impossible, this can't possibly happen. I must not be fully awake.
My lower body has lost sensation; my legs are numb and I can't muster any strength in my waist.
It's almost as if someone else is controlling them, manipulating them to do the opposite of what they want.
"I need to go and confirm it again, otherwise I won't be able to die in peace..."
It struggled to turn itself over, belly down, and used the friction of the floor tiles to crawl forward.
Despite the distance being less than half a meter, Toyokawa Ningko spent several tens of seconds hindered by her lower body.
Her fingernails left marks on the wooden floor, her long hair fell loose, and her rubber band snapped and she quietly played dead in the corner.
Toyokawa Ningko arrived at the door of the music room again.
This place holds her beautiful, fleeting memories; it was here that she first encountered the piano and composed her first piece of music.
Another sad Friday... or at least a terrible one.
Ningzi's right leg recovered a little, and she used it to push off the ground and get up.
The doorknob was pressed, but the scene in front of me did not change.
Aiyin and Xiangzi were standing very close together, probably because the piano chair wasn't very big to begin with.
They were looking down at something. Ningzi could no longer see Xiangzi's expression, but she could sense his trembling body.
A young girl, trembling, in the music room.
"..."
It must be a misunderstanding, absolutely.
These two people had no prior connection; this might be their first meeting, but…
Everything is too much of a coincidence.
Xiangzi suddenly had to leave...
Aine, who harbors an inexplicable passion for herself…
She wants to come to school but doesn't tell her love interest...
Xiangzi in terrible condition…
Why is your initial level of affection for me so high, Xiao Ai?
Why have you been in such a bad state these past few days, Xiao Xiang?
Why did you meet in the music room?
Is it a coincidence? Are you kidding me?
If a series of coincidences occur in succession, then it is absolutely, absolutely, absolutely not a coincidence...
It's true, that's the truth of the matter.
It's Xiangzi and Aine; they've gotten together.
How did these two guys, who promised to stay with me for life, end up together? Is it because Xiangzi has the same face as me?
Why can't you tell the difference, Ai-yin? Hai-ling can tell the difference, why can't you?
What are you doing in the music room? What are you trying to do?
I deliberately chose that perspective...
Ningzi's feet finally felt the call of the ground. From the depths of the earth, in that place where no light could be seen, countless forces were spreading upwards.
Those things, those things that made Ningzi feel increasingly hot and turbid, were trying to reverse the current low mood.
This is useless.
Toyokawa Ningko closed the door again.
My cheeks were wet and hot; tears were streaming down my face.
Was I betrayed? Yes, I guess. Maybe we were just friends, but why were we so close?
It's definitely not because of that, crying or anything like that, it's definitely not because of that...
Why am I crying? It's definitely not because of this, absolutely not...
Why did Gao Songdeng... lead me through the back door into the stadium yesterday... and why did the lights suddenly go out and darkness flood in...? Why were you so nice to me, Deng... letting me bite you and saying all sorts of sweet things to comfort me...? What are you plotting...? And... were all my past memories lies...? Did we really never go to Alaska to see the Madagascar penguins...? Really...? Why did you lie to me and say you knew me before...? Why didn't you just say from the beginning that you had mistaken me for someone else...? Why did you cooperate with me... and act with me, only to tell me later that my memories were wrong...? You didn't tell me? You didn't tell me? I don't understand...
Why does Nagasaki Motoyo… you dead person keep bothering me… Don’t you have your own family, your own life, your own circle of friends… Do you have to keep bringing up that Toyokawa Shoko from your memory to flaunt your pathetic life of being abandoned? Hahaha… You’re so pathetic, you should just kill yourself, why are you torturing me…
Why did you appear in such an old memory, Wakaba Mutsumi… What did you do to me… What did you do… Why did you act so weak… So submissive, like a tamed animal? I hate you… Your kindness stemmed from some kind of emotion, not from Neneko. It's Neneko, isn't it…
Toyokawa Ningko's eyes gradually crumbled. She heard it, she finally heard it again...
And Shiina Tatsuki…you really are a dog…you even messaged me specifically to ask if the pet necklace looked good, are you brainless…you think I would really forget that you initially mistook me for Xiangzi, right…We…we clearly agreed to die together…but why didn’t you die and why am I still alive…why did you try to stop me from dying and why didn’t you say anything yourself…you really didn’t want to die with me, did you…
Why why why why…
"Why, why? I'm so terrible..."
Ningzi, please don't think about it anymore...
Tears kept streaming down her face; she probably started crying as soon as she collapsed on the ground, but Toyokawa Ningko was completely unaware of it.
"I really, really don't want to be human anymore... It's so troublesome, so tiring, so frustrating, so painful... I want to die..."
Anyone can kill me, just come on...
thump—
The music exploded loudly, but it didn't come from inside the room; it came from outside the window…
Yes, outside the window, yes, outside the window…
Toyokawa Ningko trembled, laughing and crying at the same time, but then walked to the window with a stiff face.
"Come quickly, open up my belly."
The window is open.
Haha.
Finally, I heard it! It's the window talking! Haha.
The mockery from all things, you're all back...
Didn't you hear the white clouds greeting you, Ningzi?
Wave to it, Ningzi!
"Open the window...open your stomach?"
Ningzi did as she was told, and with all her might, she managed to push open the window with her pale arms.
"Yes, that's it, come into my belly! Come into my belly!"
Are we going to fall?
A few birds flying by outside the window were chattering and chattering, seemingly talking to Toyokawa Ningko:
"Jump! Jump! Jump! Come on! Don't be afraid!"
"But I want to ask, does jumping down mean you're no longer human?"
"Of course, Xiao Ningzi, of course..."
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